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[Friday, October 14th, 2005 06:20pm] [ mood | relaxed ] hey y'all i don't no when is the last time i updated but now is the time but i'm really bored and school sucks the only good ting i my friends and of course TYLOR but yea kristy can suck my dick i hate her so much she's a bitch and she nos it and wont leave me the f*** a lone. but today was okay till she started talkin behind my back i'm through with her asoon as i get my jaket bac well my mom made dinner so ttyl love y'all lots MUAH *!*Lindsey*!* Thats kool 4 What you thinkin'

BUSY BUSY [Friday, October 7th, 2005 03:56pm] [ mood | indescribable ] BUSY BUSY me i have a whole weekend full of fun and entertainment :) i wont be able to talk to tylor this hole weekend cuz his dumbass got in trouble with his grades and man it pisses me off no i'm playin i can still talk to my friends there more inportant than a stupid boyfriend. NO i'm playin i still care bout my stupid boyfriend. But i'm really tired and this saturday my gurl and my brother and shawn pecker head are goin to cypress gardens i can't wait but it would be better if tylor was goin but his stupid family has to be in town from up north so he can't do nothin with me :( i wanna cry no i'm playin well i think i'm outta stuff to write so i'll write more and tell y'all how my weekend was ttyl love y'all lots bye bye *~*Muah*~* *!*Lindsey May*!* Thats kool 2 What you thinkin'

[Thursday, September 29th, 2005 07:43pm] [ mood | loved ] Hey ya'll whats up i haven't wrote in the longest time but you no i had said i would put myself in the positions where i'd get hurt well now i gotta b/f and i bet i'll fall cuz i'm so easy to fall for a sweety. i'm really bored and i'm tired. i'm sick of school and sebass. he really need to shut the hell up and stop talkin bout me and my boyfriend and him and ashley aint the cute either. but what ever. this is just bull crap. but i'm tired of ppl pressuring him to kiss me and we been goin out for one whole day holy crap thats so long to go with out a kiss. now i gotta go love ya'll lots *!*Lindsey*!* Thats kool 1 What you thinkin'

FRIENDS [Saturday, September 3rd, 2005 07:23pm] [ mood | crappy ] OMG ya'll i'm so bored and really upset i haven't rote in like forever and today me and Justin B were in this chat thingy yea amy you no but n-e-who we got in thie fight with these nerds like Richard K from Mckeel total idiots. but it was fun. than on my interm i got 2 D's and yea so that sucked than on top of that my ex B/f the one i'm still in so much love with was down like 3 days be-4 me b-day and didn't even call to wish me a happy b-day and than my best guy friend jeff lied to me bout him not being down and then i started cryin cuz it's like i have no true friends they all either stab me in the bac for flat out lie to my freakin face. o if i was standin rite in front of me i would of slaped him across his stupid ling face i hate him i am so mad at Jimmy and Jeff they both can go to hell i hate when ppl lie to me i don't even have one friend that can honestly say that they never kept some thing or lied to me bout something. i hate those fake ppl and i'm through with all this bull shit i'm through with gettin hurt and i'm through with puttin me in a position of gettin hurt i will never fall in love ever ever again and ya'll can hold me to that promise i hate guys there gay and dumb and ewwwwwww. but w/e amanda i enjoyed our convo on the bus friday and did your shoes dry. O and that coke my brother picked up on friday that some one droped he left it on the bus so i laughed at him lol he's so stupid and i'm through with this post so ttyl lyl *~*Lindsey*~* What you thinkin'

Stole this from Amanda [Saturday, September 3rd, 2005 11:06am] [ mood | crazy ] 1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3) I'll pick a place where I think you and I would be if I had it my way. 4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5) I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written Thats kool 5 What you thinkin'

Ashley's a dambass [Wednesday, August 17th, 2005 07:58pm] [ mood | pissed off ] Ashley is so fuckin stupid she's so dang depressed bout freakin sebass i mean come on. and o well i mean she's played the Fell sorry for me my b/f is leaving long freakin enough i'm tired of all this bull shit thats all this is and it drives me crazy. she needs to get some effin help and she said she's not depressed but yet she doesn't eat she yea and she wants to kill her self. well if that lil thing wanted to kill her self than she would of don't it a long time ago. i'm tellin you if she keeps doin this i'll hit her. this is complet BULL SHIT fuck every thing and every one I'm goin to the keys tomorrow and mabe that will cool me down some cuz rite now every one can go FUCK THERE SELF I HATE THIS IT FUCKIN SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats kool 1 What you thinkin'

over and over [Tuesday, August 9th, 2005 05:42pm] [ mood | confused ] GOIN THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND ASHLEY I"M SORRY BOUT SEBASS I PROMIS EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER Why does bad things happen to good ppl??? answer me and i'll never be depressed again Artist: Nelly Album: Suit Song: Over and Over Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause it’s on in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it Nooo I can’t wait to see you Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time Being mad about the same things Over and over again About the same things Over and over again Ohh But I think she’s leaving Ooh man she’s leaving I don’t know what else to do (I Can’t go on not loving you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its on in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again yeah And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it Nooo I remember the day you left I remember the last breath you took right in front of me When you said that u would leave I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything But I see clearly now and this chose I made keep playing in my head Over and over again Playing my head Over and over again Ohh I think she’s leaving Ooh man she’s leaving I don’t know what else to do (I Can’t go on not loving you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its on in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo (Now that I’ve realizes that I’m going down From all this pain you’ve put me thought Every time I close my eyes I like it ? I can’t go on not loving you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its on in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its on in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo Over and Over again Over and Over again Cause it’s all in my head What you thinkin'

[Saturday, August 6th, 2005 08:34am] [ mood | infuriated ] hey ya'll i didn't make the team but it's all good i'm goin out next year cuz they told me to work on my bumps and sets but thats it so i was really proud of myself but there is always next year so i'm not goin to be upset and i hate every thing else in my life. ever scence my friend and brian have been goin out i had friends tell me that he's hott ewwwwww why would i wanna no that. it sucks cuz he truned in to a prick and a jack ass i mean he's nothin but mean to me and his friend Shaan is really bad for him and i'm his lil sister but i look out for him more than he looks out for me. god i hate the way brian is actin and i hate the fact he's hangin out with shawn but it's he's choice i just warned him and thats all i can do so he'll get what coming for him and if he get in trouble i'm just gunna laugh cuz he's a dick but w/e i'm through with him and shawn but i gotta baby sitt so i'll rite bac later love ya'll *~*Lindsey*~* What you thinkin'

WHy does it always happen [Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 12:20am] [ mood | confused ] hey ya'll i just got some really bad news and i hate it. every time i get close to some one they move away and i get hurt i hate it i really hate it i'm tired of gettin hurt so for now on i wont get too close to any one i mean no offense but i'd rather push ppl away than get hurt over and over again and i dunno you may think i'm being selfish but i am just protectin my self i mean if you've been through the hell i've been through you would be sayin the same thing okay today was also tryouts for volley ball i really hope i make it i'll cry if i don't but there are a lot of ppl tryin out and i have a better chance than a lot of them but still i dunno. i'm gunna go to bed now i got try outs again tomorrow from 2:30-4:30 love ya'll lots bye bye *~*Lindsey*~* I'm really gunna miss my friend What you thinkin'

School Poem [Sunday, July 31st, 2005 11:00pm] [ mood | drained ] Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule for this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, it violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, that's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific. The law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall might offend someone with no faith at all in silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, and pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, and the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, we're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls, Study witchcraft, vampires and totem poles. But the Ten Commandments are not allowed, No word of God must reach this crowd. It's scary here I must confess, When chaos reigns the school's a mess. So, Lord, this silent plea I make: Should I be shot, my soul, please take! In JESUS' Name Amen if you aren't ashamed to do this, please pray, we need the good book and praier back in schools Jesus said, " If you are ashamed of me," I will be ashamed of you before my Father." What you thinkin'

[Sunday, July 31st, 2005 08:10pm] [ mood | nervous ] VOLLEY BALL TRY OUTS STARTS TOMORRW OOOOOOOOO YEAH!!!!!!!!! Wish me luck i really wanna make it love ya'll lots *~*Lindsey*~* P.S this boy at chruch is so hott lol Thats kool 5 What you thinkin'

[Thursday, July 28th, 2005 01:04pm] [ mood | flirty ] I don't feel like ritin now so i'll be one later and tell you bout my day lyl *~*Lindsey*~* What you thinkin'

[Tuesday, July 26th, 2005 08:18pm] [ mood | awake ] This is my classes o yea ttyl Appl Communication Eng 1 Spanish1 Algebra1 Biology 1 World cult honors PE tell me how many calsses i got wit ya Thats kool 1 What you thinkin'

vaca [Saturday, July 23rd, 2005 09:14pm] [ mood | Fuck life ] i thought vaca's were supose to be fun and you were supose to go to the beach yea rite not the aderholt family and my effin mom's hubby can't effin stop callin her Life sucks it's nothin new i just spent a week in a van with my bro sis and mom and grandma seein relatives it effin sucked the best part was goin to kentucky and seein my cuzin vikkie she rocks g2g i'm to depressed and pissed to rite bout it Fuck life Fuck family Fuck school i'm through!!!! I give y'all win *~*Lindsey*~* Thats kool 2 What you thinkin'

[Thursday, July 14th, 2005 10:28pm] [ mood | awake ] Your IQ Is 90 Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average Your General Knowledge is Above Average A Quick and Dirty IQ Test What you thinkin'

[Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 09:06pm] [ mood | lonely ] OMG i'm so lonely i have no effin ppl to talk to no one to go see not a freakin person. i don't wanna be alone for ever gosh.. *~*Lindsey*~* Thats kool 3 What you thinkin'

[Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 08:49am] [ mood | aggravated ] My angst tastes like... Vanilla Find your angst's flavor Simple and true, your angst is just the amount of any normal person. What's more, you exercise an extremely honest and healthy way of dealing with it. Many people could use maturity and wisdom like yours. Your angst may be that you don't get along with your boss or a family member is having health problems, but either way it's always something transient and survivable that you cope with and use as a step on your way to becoming a better person. If there's one problem with your angsting, it's that you may tend to take this matter-of-fact, dutiful approach to all things. Maybe you should cut loose a little now and then so you can have some wild fun and adventure to balance out your angst. Remember that life needs its up as well as its downs and treat yourself to a little reward for your work What you thinkin'

me friendly [Sunday, July 10th, 2005 07:19pm] [ mood | hyper ] You Are A Fun Friend You're the one who keeps your group laughing And you've always got an idea for something fun to do The party's not complete without you And you wouldn't miss it for the world What Kind of Friend Are You? What you thinkin'

i need comments is this really me [Saturday, July 9th, 2005 10:15pm] [ mood | groggy ] The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. Who's the True You? What you thinkin'

My new Look (journal) [Saturday, July 9th, 2005 09:55pm] [ mood | bouncy ] My journal is so effin pimp o yea lol I'm playin man i'm so bored my brother is still a total ass but hey i am too i guess. but i'll be 15 aug 27 o yea i can't freakin wait i spent yesturday with my two sister's gosh they are so funny than my cuzin came over and he's gay and he told us all the rich ppl he see's and all the rich dudes he sleeps with gosh he's so funny but so gross lol thats how my weekend is goin and i leave friday or saturday at 3 am i never get up that early but i'm goin to ohio than kentucky i can't wait hell yea but one bad thing i spend a hole week with my mom and grand mom in a van with brian and jess fun fun jess is kool but no one else but i just had to rite What you thinkin'

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